Wednesday, December 1, 2010

In here to stay

Deep breath uggghh gotta make it happen your gonna live life threw me imma imma imma be... Oh yea Karla cresencia Beliz stamp it dont forget it I lived life threw you for way to long this is my world im now sharing

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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

My thoughts

 Stuck with my thoughts right now dislike where it's taking me.. I'm suppose to control them I'm the head, Im in charge stop thinking like that chill relax come on pink positive... No wait what if your right. Leave me alone *blinks your still here aww man I'm losing this battle these thoughts in my mind are just too strong.. Please don't turn my gift into a curse

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Saturday, September 4, 2010

Today is the day

Today is the day
How long will I where this blindfold on my eyes and dream of the many
possibilities... Claim to be getting my beauty rest but isn't respect
the beauty???? Blindsided by the the flashing lights, Gone deaf, All I
remember are the stories you told... Reach over to touch but cant seem
to get a hold on you.....Fading fading everything seems to be fading..
Yet you haven't fully disappeared. Weird isn't it I guess it's because
I still have my voice I don't need to see for you to hear me for as
long as I have my voice I will continue to help you tell to stories
you told oh damn see that's why I asked how long am I going to wear
this blindfold??? Well today is the day that reality unfolds...


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Saturday, August 14, 2010

Pieces of Me


hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm breath hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm breath hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm breath hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm inhale hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm exhale

Just take it all in.... i shouldn't care but its hard not to, i want to live it forever, but no one lives for forever. I feel a cold chill threw my body i feel numb like i lost the sense of trust....Its hard to not go and live the life you believe you deserve to live. What am i not worth any of it...why cant it all just be mine...Just mines you shouldn't be allowed to have parts i want all of my pieces... So what its a puzzle of 100,000,000 pieces i want it all so i can complete my puzzle. The PICTURE wouldn't be complete without it... Do you get the picture??? I'm working on the bigger picture but cant if your taking parts. So leave my Pieces alone and to whoever told it was OK and handed them to you they lost sight but in reality they see the bigger picture and have returned with my parts.. Off i go to continue to work on the bigger picture with all my pieces...

Monday, August 9, 2010

Could this be me

Trying to escape the realm of darkness. The place where the monsters of fear disbelief lies cheaters Judgement are created. The place where you think of many things are hard to accomplish, where the thought of success isn't really a thought. complacent with getting by, doubtful of ideas that if create and pursued will take you to a higher realm of realness into a state of fearlessness belief honesty a contributor and judgement isn't in the eye of the beholder. Jump Leap Destruct the self-created wall, fight the monsters you have a help create. you are your own worst enemy these monsters and this realm of darkness is only here because you allowed it to be so it is only up to you to come out of the darkness and live life by you and only you come grab my hand don't be scared. i am here don't be scare once you come from behind that wall i will be here with you till the end... living in the realm of realness feels good you see once you grab me by the hand but until then i continue to look you in the eyes without no judgment because its you i see when i look in the mirror so I'm no longer judging me........(*smiles hits publish post and walks away)

Friday, August 6, 2010

Good Loving


Loving you has never felt so good knots in my stomach only because I'm scare of forgetting to cherish every moment I'm with you the Chills you give me with your deep stares the thought of you being my future feels good loving you has never felt this good the kisses that shoot from your beautiful lips fills me with warmth your gentle touches fill me up and I'm complete because of you. You and I both have a right hand man's smile and that would just mean that you complete me with giving me my left side I'm a whole because of you and I hope you feel complete with knowing you have completed someone which Is me and I am yours and will always be. Love you times a million

From me to Eujenya


Glowing has never felt so good looking in the mirror feeling like your sitting on top if the world and like yet your feeling so great that You want to sit even higher believing that flying is easier then getting fly, swag your second nature came to you before your abc's here I am looking in and I see why you think your Cooler than me , but yet you understand that my glow is only coming from the wonderful radiance you provide your smile adds a extra sparkle to my glow so keep it up shining on the rest but everybody cant get a tan so as I continue to glow all I ask is that you continue to shine love you smooches times a million

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Am I crazy?

Would I be crazy if I stated that I wish I had someone to talk to.. some sort of therapy someone who doesn't know me to just sit and listen to me ask questions I have the answer to maybe some I don't know the answer too.. but someone who I could careless if he/she judged me and if so I know its all for the sake of a better me...would I be crazy if this stranger is the person I felt the most connection to...me and this stranger I didn't have to purchase anything for this person I didn't have to do something for without thinking if I didn't would they still be around. This stranger who doesn't have a secret plot or is around because I benefit he/she or he/she benefits me just plain therapeutic communication between a stranger and me I must be crazy because it seem hard to find everyone who is around has a reason for being around... *shrugs
Stamp it K.Beliz

Who should you run to when no ones around you.... nobody but you..

Stamp it...K Beliz